[ Was it something from his forgotten past? Honestly, she's still wondering why it seems to be only him who can't remember what it was like when he had a heart, from what he'd told her about 'the others'.
Then again, losing your heart was probably a traumatizing experience in the first place... ]
[he's not really sure how to explain this without being incredibly vague. but it's mary—he trusts mary, so it has to be okay to tell her some of these things, right? especially when she knows so much now, and knows that this isn't stuff he can just talk about with anyway.]
For work... I went to a place that sounds like that. But it's not exactly like the story, either... so I'm not sure what that means.
You... do you mean you went to a castle that had people like that?
[ Because that's what she's getting from this-- but she also knows better than to fling questions at Roxas when he's already told her that most things needed to stay confidential. Still... had he met the Beast? Beauty? Her eyes are brightening with curiosity as she stares at him. ]
Everyone called it Beast's Castle. But the girl there wasn't named Beauty... and there wasn't a rose garden, just one rose. They told me he used to be human, but... there were others that that weren't human anymore either. [he's a little more confident in telling her this stuff now, honestly.
the more time he spends here, the more he realizes that xemnas (or... xehanort?? whoever that guy is) doesn't seem to have any influence here. he's sure they'd have found him by now if that was the case. and honestly? screw them. he'll just have to beat them if they come for him anyway.
what they did wasn't right so... it doesn't have to be totally secret. he can't stay loyal to the organization.] That... was where I first heard about love, though.
[ She's not sure what she's more surprised by: that Roxas is telling her more about the things in his past or that... it really does sound a lot like the story she'd just told him. ]
The things I read about ... um, the kind of monster I am... that wasn't completely true, either. Maybe all of the stories didn't happen exactly like that.
But that means they could have been the real thing! That's incredible, Roxas!
[ Because Roxas had called himself a Nobody. He'd said nobody had known who he was, and she doesn't like that he could even possibly resign himself to that fate. Someone like him... didn't deserve that. ]
I'd have to talk about ice cream a lot in your story, though.
[he can't help that. it's not like he doesn't want to exist as his own person... he does, badly. badly enough that he still can't even accept sora, even though he knows the truth. because if he's sora then... he's not himself, right?
he doesn't want that.]
I don't know what else there'd be to talk about anyway.
But you had best friends right? And now... you have friends here, too. Even if I'm not your best friend, there are things I think about you that would maybe surprise you.
[he nods a bit. roxas is still thinking it over but, but maybe he can understand it a little.]
I guess so. I just never really thought about what other people may think... something like that. Even having best friends, I just... never did. [now he's going to wonder about this. does he think things about other people that would surprise them, too?]
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Did I... tell it weirdly?
[ He looks a little baffled. ]
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[he pauses, trying to figure out how to explain it.]
It's familiar but... not, at the same time.
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[ Was it something from his forgotten past? Honestly, she's still wondering why it seems to be only him who can't remember what it was like when he had a heart, from what he'd told her about 'the others'.
Then again, losing your heart was probably a traumatizing experience in the first place... ]
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[he's not really sure how to explain this without being incredibly vague. but it's mary—he trusts mary, so it has to be okay to tell her some of these things, right? especially when she knows so much now, and knows that this isn't stuff he can just talk about with anyway.]
For work... I went to a place that sounds like that. But it's not exactly like the story, either... so I'm not sure what that means.
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[ Because that's what she's getting from this-- but she also knows better than to fling questions at Roxas when he's already told her that most things needed to stay confidential. Still... had he met the Beast? Beauty? Her eyes are brightening with curiosity as she stares at him. ]
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Everyone called it Beast's Castle. But the girl there wasn't named Beauty... and there wasn't a rose garden, just one rose. They told me he used to be human, but... there were others that that weren't human anymore either. [he's a little more confident in telling her this stuff now, honestly.
the more time he spends here, the more he realizes that xemnas (or... xehanort?? whoever that guy is) doesn't seem to have any influence here. he's sure they'd have found him by now if that was the case. and honestly? screw them. he'll just have to beat them if they come for him anyway.
what they did wasn't right so... it doesn't have to be totally secret. he can't stay loyal to the organization.] That... was where I first heard about love, though.
[so it's etched pretty strongly in his memory.]
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The things I read about ... um, the kind of monster I am... that wasn't completely true, either. Maybe all of the stories didn't happen exactly like that.
But that means they could have been the real thing! That's incredible, Roxas!
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[does that mean he's been to a world that's just a fairy tale? what kind of worlds are out there even...]
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[ MEETING MORE FAIRY TALES... ]
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It does kind of sound like it... It's kind of weird though, too.
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... You know, I wonder if someone will write a story about you one day, Roxas!
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[ An entire story, though... ]
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[not that she has to or should. but he would read it!]
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[ Because Roxas had called himself a Nobody. He'd said nobody had known who he was, and she doesn't like that he could even possibly resign himself to that fate. Someone like him... didn't deserve that. ]
I'd have to talk about ice cream a lot in your story, though.
[ She's probably not kidding. ]
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he doesn't want that.]
I don't know what else there'd be to talk about anyway.
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[ Oh wait, and she presses her fingers to her mouth. ]
Wait, I can't tell you! Otherwise it won't be a surprise when you read it!
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[what could even be surprising about that.]
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I think you can still be surprised by what people think about you, even if it is about you.
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[knowing people is hard.] I guess I didn't know enough people before for that to matter.
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I guess so. I just never really thought about what other people may think... something like that. Even having best friends, I just... never did. [now he's going to wonder about this. does he think things about other people that would surprise them, too?]
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I get really surprised by the things my friends tell me about myself, sometimes.
[ And sometimes it hurts, like with Styx. But for the most part, it's not a bad thing. ]
You could always try asking your friends, though. Or not. I think you'd learn sooner or later.
[ Except in Mary's case. ]
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