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roxas (rucksack) ([personal profile] coexistent) wrote2015-07-03 05:05 pm
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"I'm not around, so... leave a message, I guess."
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[personal profile] ceded 2016-01-26 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
It feels unfair...

[ It does feel unfair. And the consternation of it wells up in Xion's chest as she leans against him, frowning sharply at her lap.

"What do we need hearts for?"

Now more than ever she feels that question so keenly. If she can love... if they can feel pain, and anger, and confusion... if they can want things... why do they need hearts in the first place? Was that... just another scam? More wool that Xemnas pulled over their eyes, to try to get them to obey? Could they just be... holding themselves back? Or is she just telling herself this now because she wants to be human? ]


Maybe Axel was wrong. [ She sounds stubborn, and wounded, and tired. ] Maybe Xemnas was wrong too. They didn't always have all the answers. [ When Xion looks up at Roxas, there's fire in her eyes, and she takes one of his hands. ]

Roxas... I don't know if we'll ever get hearts. But maybe... we need to stop waiting.

[ This isn't about Dipper anymore. This is about It feels unfair. ]
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[personal profile] ceded 2016-01-26 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
What?!

[ Xion sits up straight, offended and angry now herself. ] Don't bring Riku into this! That's different!

[ Of course it was different. She knew so little then. At least, that's what it feels like. It feels like twisting the knife to bring Riku into a conversation that should be about the two of them, anyway, and her hurt anger is on her face. ]

And what makes you think I want to take someone's heart?! That's an awful thing to think! I don't want to take anyone's hearts! Why do you think I said to set Kingdom Hearts free?! [ That's an unfair thing to bring up, too, but now she's not thinking, just lashing out instead. ] All I'm saying is, why do we need hearts if we already feel things?! I know what I feel, Roxas! No one can take that away from me! Not Axel, or Saix, or Xemnas! Or you! Maybe you can all think I'm some silly, stupid little Replica for that, but that doesn't change how I feel!

[ She stands up, pacing away from his bed, her head bowed. ]

... I don't know what we're supposed to do. I'm just tired of waiting for answers we're never going to get.